Lost

I’m lost

Really feeling lost; nowhere to go.

I don’t know what happened on my surrounds

 

But,

My heart beats keep screaming at the top of my lungs.

It feel lost, too.

 

Who I am?

 

Where do I belong?

 

What am I doing here?

 

Since when I’m being here?

 

How do I exist in this world?

 

I’m started lost in the crowd of the billions humans

I’m begin to drowning

Falling into pieces, slowly

And no one can save me.

 

I’m lost

Forever lost and haunted by shadows of reality

I’m waiting

Forever waiting for someone could save me

From this feeling;

LOST.

Distance

“The distance between us is making me insane.”

Tonight, I dream of you

ManilaKiss

Let me sleep tonight.

For when i sleep, i dream of you,

Everything is fine.

We are together; happy, forever…

Until i wake up, and realize…

It’s all but a dream,

memories of the past,

burried deep in my heart.

And i face reality,

wait for the night to come

so i can dream,

and be with you again.

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‘Sayang’

Sayang,

Do you know that you are my missing puzzle?

Do you know that you are my ‘the other half’?

Do you know that you are the person that I’ve been looking for?

I’ve been searching you anywhere, you still not shows up..

On the bright side, I’ll let God do His works

I believe and praying hard that I will meet you someday.

Sayang,

I met too many as*h*les out there,

They said they will love me; care about me,

Truth is, they ripped my heart, and let it scattered in pieces

The bruised and scarred in my heart,

Making me hard to fall in love again..

Disbelief all about love.

I feel like I don’t deserve love, the betrayal of love keeps strong; day by day

But when the day I met you, sayang

You fixed my broken heart,

Renew the diary of my life.

You teach me how to nurture love again.

Sayang,

You show me what is love; the meaning of the truth love

You make me want to stay with you; be with you forever

You love me the way I am.

I love you with all of my heart

I don’t ever want to lose you

You are behalf of my soul when you come into my life

Sayang,

Do you know that when I’m with you,

I forget about the past,

I learn to trust people slowly

Looking forward and live my life with you, joyfully

This hint of love are such a mysterious

So do our love story, too

We met as a stranger,

And we end up being strangers become lovers.

Thanks to Him for meeting these two lost souls become one.

For my last words to you;

“I love you, sayang.”

– edited on 15th April 2019, 3:50pm, Rainy days

A Dedication

Xs and Os

Love is a game

of tic-tac-toe,

constantly waiting

for the next x or o